Act Seven, Who Am I

He smiled slightly, "Mr. Shen has mentioned you."

Amidst the swirling sand and chaos

I politely declined; unless absolutely necessary, I will not drive a car on the highway

I feel embarrassed to say that he sings poorly, so I can only awkwardly say: "The water is boiled, would you like to have some?"

There is always a strange buzzing sound on the road, which makes one feel uneasy in this enclosed space. I couldn't hear clearly what he said to me, I just instinctively asked, "What are you really hiding from me?"

He couldn't help but laugh, "Are you happy?"

That sense of loss is very complex, so complex that in the current state of our relationship, I dare not think deeply about it. I sat there in a daze, and heard him ask me in a calm voice: "Bai Xi, have you noticed? Some people are quite strange; you have known them for a long time, yet in the end, you realize that you do not understand them at all."

I sat on the side wrapped in a blanket, and the vehicle for transferring the injured was still on the way. As a result, there was no way I could make it to the engagement banquet in the evening

"Indeed, I am about to leave soon," he asked politely, "Are you also leaving, Miss? Would you like to share my ride?"

She actually knows, that, there is nothing between us, right? I stammered a bit, after last night, many things that had previously confused me have gradually become clear, for example, I want to maintain my wisdom like Shen Qinjun, and would never use the method of "employing" a girlfriend to provoke Qin Mou, forcing her to return to my side

"There are no sweet dumplings left." The little boy, who was playing with flour just like me, said to me impatiently, "How silly..."

It is now 10:00 AM. He probably left a long time ago, and before leaving, he prepared some food for me and brought back a new phone before going to work. This person, like me, has hardly slept all night yet can still be so disciplined. He truly is the Shen Qinjun I have always known.

My eyes were red again, yet he smiled faintly, gently pulling me into his embrace, and softly said: "There were so many opportunities to tell you before, but I was worried that you would become unrecognizable to everyone, just like when you were a child..."

Naturally, he clearly does not love me, yet he takes pleasure in managing my affairs, often stating that he wants to "organize" my life. All of this stems from a brother's concern for a sister he has not been close to for nearly twenty years. I am grateful for his painstaking efforts. However, deep down, after the fog has been cleared away, I find myself feeling a complex sense of loss.

That is all the blood that flowed from my mother

Do you know that the whole world thinks I am the third party between you?

I sat up straight all of a sudden

I did not respond, but looked up at the car outside. The traffic police had set up a cordon and were taking statements from the parties involved. Vehicles behind the cordon were lined up in a long queue, and the highway was temporarily closed.

After a night of tossing and turning, it was my biological clock that woke me the next day. I lingered in bed, shielding my eyes as I glanced outside, only to find that the curtains in the room were drawn very tightly, allowing almost no light to seep in. This made it difficult for me to determine what time it actually was.

"Alright. Bring in two cups of coffee." He nodded gently, "It's nothing, you can leave work early."

As for my inquiry regarding who has been silently donating to me, the staff explained that it is external donations, and due to the privacy of the parties involved, it cannot be disclosed

That little boy is me, Aunt... she is your mother. We were all together when the car accident happened

"All these years, have you always remembered me?" I asked with a hint of curiosity

My legs had become somewhat numb. When I turned my head, I saw Shen Qinjun not far away, standing sideways to me, with a hint of crimson between his fingertips. I did not call out to him; instead, I reached into my pocket for a tissue, intending to wipe the tombstone clean.

You... you wouldn't have rushed over here because you were afraid something would happen to me, would you? I think it's foolish of me to think this way, but apart from this reason, I really don't know how else to explain it

"Are you talking about me?" I stood at the door, feeling both amused and helpless, unsure of where to go. Just then, Shen Qinjun's call came in, "Bai Xi, don't go out today, stay at home."

I thought hard and gasped in shock, my face turned pale: Tonight is the engagement banquet of Shen Qinjun and Qin Mou

I read through it quickly, and the entire report is filled with sympathy and understanding for Qin Miao, directly pointing to Shen Qinjun's heartlessness and lack of affection. In the end, there was even a revelation from someone who is "well-informed" stating that "the third party met the male party while taking wedding photos for the couple," a staff member from a well-known magazine

He looked at me in silence, neither affirming nor denying, and simply turned his head away

The singing is damp and fresh, perhaps carrying the voice of his heart at this moment. As I look up, I see the brilliant heart on the Rongwei Building, and I think that the man who is taking a shower must be suffering from a deep emotional wound.

Later, police cars and ambulances arrived, and they dug us out from under the train carriage. Your face was covered in blood, and you remained dazed, unwilling to come out of your aunt's embrace. Eventually, the nurses forcibly pulled us apart and took us to the hospital

Even if he is my brother, he still has no right to dictate whom I can contact I said calmly

Is an eight-digit number not considered anything? I want to jump up, what are those?

He led me outside until the elevator descended to the underground parking lot, and he finally spoke: "As your brother, I should give you a gift"

Crying until utterly exhausted, my handkerchief completely soaked, I finally slowly propped myself up on my knees to stand up

As she gently closed the door, he finished the remaining coffee in silence, waiting for me to finish my food. Then he pushed his portion towards me, raising an eyebrow and asking, "Would you like to eat a bit more?"

I will not harm you—do you believe me? His voice was calm and steady

He turned his face slightly to the other side, leaving me with an indifferent profile.

He and I were once "together". ... I once confessed my feelings to him, and he gave up his engagement to come find me. ... Everything is true, yet our relationship is pure, with only the two of us understanding it in our hearts

I just started boiling water, and suddenly I felt that something was not right

It is truly hard to imagine that someone as composed and restrained as Shen Qinjun would sing uncontrollably while taking a shower, and even be off-key while singing. I found it quite amusing, so I simply leaned against the bathroom door and listened quietly.

I took a deep breath, gazing at the bus station across the square; there was no other option but to take the bus.

There is porridge in the refrigerator, heat it up before eating; remember to go and replace the SIM card to avoid losing contact

I was in such pain that I could hardly think any longer, as if I had been cut off from everything. I did not know how much time had passed when I finally heard someone gently pushing me, "Miss, are you alright?"

Indeed, dinner had already been ordered in his office, consisting of my favorite shrimp wontons, and he gestured for me to start eating. The secretary brought in two cups of coffee, and amidst the rising steam, I saw him drink half a cup in one go. Before the secretary left, she meticulously reminded him, saying: "The list of media outlets that requested interviews today has been recorded by the secretary's office and sent to your email. Additionally... Miss Qin's agent also called."

The car stopped in the middle section of Huashan Road, and Shen Qinjun gestured for me to get out, pointing at a standalone building and asking me: "Do you remember?"

Scroll down, there are also Mai Zhendong and Qin Mou, as well as a strange number.

He probably has no clothes to change into, so he makes do with the previous shirt and trousers, with only two or three buttons undone, revealing his sun-kissed skin on his chest and the concave shape of his collarbone

I think I have ultimately arrived a step too late; Shen Qinjun must have gotten ahead of me and perfectly prearranged all the answers.

I also do not want to play with my brother

After connecting, before I could say anything, Mai Zhendong had already started scolding me: "Bai Xi, how could you do such a thing? I don't care what happened between Qin Mou and Shen Qinjun, but why are you involved?"

Dad, I want to ride the bumper cars

One of his hands circled around my back, guiding me forward, yet he answered with something unrelated: "Let's go back first"

So we said our goodbyes at the hotel entrance. I watched the doorman hand him the car keys, and suddenly called out to him: "Mr. Xie, did you go to the Shenghai Welfare Institute?"

But I am not in a hurry; I even feel a vague sense of relief that my phone is broken, as no one can contact me.

Indeed, I still cannot enjoy the meals prepared by my mother, nor can I hear my father call my name... those loves are so distant... I once had them all. Now, there is some unsteady breath, "Thank you."

What is happening in the evening

That is enough. I politely declined.

He saw that I was well-fed and satisfied, and he took a file bag out of the drawer and handed it to me

The program was set long ago, and it seems that the technical department forgot to update it. He turned his gaze away, smiled at me, and asked, "May I go up to take a break?"

He smiled without moving a muscle, yet his eyes were filled with gloom. "Bai Xi, I told you to have less contact with him."

"What welfare institution?" He quickly responded, politely asking, "What did you say?"

He remained silent as he watched me flip through the thick stack of documents at a speed of one glance per ten lines, and then handed me a passbook.

I stood dazed at the door, suddenly imagining a small courtyard inside, with a swing, and various flowers such as monthly roses and roses growing haphazardly in the flowerbed. Although it was not particularly tidy, it was full of vitality

Upon arriving at the train station, I inquired at the ticket office, and was informed that the earliest train to Feihai today would not depart until late at night

So, why exactly do you want to part ways with Qin Mou

In fact, I did not have any clean clothes to change into, nor did I plan to take a shower. After hastily wiping my face and rinsing my mouth, I opened the door and stepped out. Shen Qinjun was sitting on the sofa, with only a floor lamp turned on. The warm orange-yellow light illuminated the room, but my gaze fell upon the two cups of boiled water on the table

The car finally stopped in front of the apartment in the city center, and the Rongwei Building was not far away. I took a glance; today, the building did not resemble its usual self, as the neon light columns rose and fell like tides. Instead, a perfect heart shape was formed in the center using red lights.

"Bai Xi, Bai Xi. I am here." The man's melodious and clear voice rang in my ears, gradually pulling me out of the terrifying nightmare, "It is a dream, it is not real. Wake up."

I think I know the answer, so I said nothing and got into the taxi

He casually draped a coat over my shoulders and we stepped out together. In the deep of night, the footsteps of the two of us were clear and distinct, each step seemingly leading us back to a distant past

All. He smiled slightly, "However, by the time you finish reading this stack of documents, you may be even more surprised—because the money in the savings book is nothing compared to it"

I stiffly lifted my head, my chin resting perfectly against his chest, while he wrapped his arms around my shoulders, his breath coming in waves, sometimes strong and sometimes faint, brushing against the back of my neck as he softly said: "It is good that you are alright"

I have started to dream more and more frequently

I caught a glimpse of his profile, and my heart skipped a beat

He smiled so beautifully and unguarded, reminiscent of a stranger yet familiar Shen Qinjun.

Shen Qinjun opened the door and walked in, clearly relieved to see me sitting there in good condition. He casually tossed his suit jacket onto the sofa, then dragged a chair to sit beside me, tentatively asking: "Are you alright?"

He merely leaned against the headboard, watching my foolish actions with deep, contemplative eyes

He let out an "oh," thought for a moment, and then said, "I will go take a shower"

He paused here, released me, and carefully observed my expression

I glared at him and said with a frown, "I have no way to work while I am idle; my master has asked me not to go to the company recently"

"I clearly saw you smoking." I rubbed my forehead, trying to speak while staying awake, "There is also the smell of tobacco in the car; you have been smoking all along, haven't you?"

Although the head of this welfare institution has changed, and even the aunt who took care of me back then has retired, they managed to find a series of documents related to my admission here. There is even a record indicating that I was transferred from an orphanage in a neighboring county before I entered this place—despite the fact that I have completely forgotten about that experience.

As soon as I got into the car, I instinctively felt a lack of oxygen, and this symptom has been worsening these days. I found a seat, sat down, and closed my eyes, only to feel a tightness in my chest. The car swayed slightly as it turned, and I felt dizzy. My phone vibrated in my bag, and I didn't even dare to open my eyes to glance at the screen; I simply held it to my ear and said, "Hello."

I gazed at the small building in the twilight, where the vines entwined upon the exquisite iron gate

I was just about to reply when another message popped up

I struggled to open my eyes and found the wall lamp in the attic lit. Shen Qinjun was sitting by my bedside, leaning slightly over me, gently patting my cheeks with his hand until he confirmed that I was awake. Only then did he ruffle my hair, visibly relieved, saying, "Fool, it was just a dream"

They are exactly as I imagined. ... My father looks very thin, with messy hair, yet he possesses a different kind of heroism; my mother ... . ... Just like my fading memories, she is a great beauty with thick long hair, with eyes that curve gently and a warm smile

I did not receive a response, and the vehicle shook violently. Due to inertia, my body lunged forward, but fortunately, the seatbelt around my waist pulled me back. However, my phone made a loud snap and flew in a long arc, landing in front of me

I smiled awkwardly; during my school years, my grades were excellent, but my interests and hobbies did not lie in the subjects themselves. Especially after I reluctantly purchased a second-hand DSLR, I spent almost all my spare time on photography and editing.

The issue is that this fact appears to be a mere excuse, and I find myself at a loss for words, unable to provide any explanation

I fumbled to pick up the alarm clock by the bed, glanced at it, and immediately sprang up.

He closed his eyes, and a few strands of twilight filtered in from outside, casting a glow on his long eyelashes. This posture clearly indicated his unwillingness to respond to me. I was increasingly astonished, "Shen Qinjun, I am not mistaken, am I?"

I have been in this city for the past two days, studying and visiting the welfare institution. I have taken a stroll around every place in my memory, yet the longer I stay, the more unhappy I feel

He unceremoniously grabbed my hand and held it in his palm, striding towards the darkened cemetery

I expressed my gratitude, walked to the door, and suddenly turned back to ask: "Is the Roewe Group the sponsoring organization here?"

Wipe your face clean and walk to the living room, where a small box on the coffee table is pressing down on a note.

He still did not respond

It is unclear how much time has passed when the door was suddenly flung open. He was completely taken by surprise to find me waiting at the door, and exclaimed, "What are you doing here?"

His gaze was as gentle as if it were about to drip with water, "I have kept all those letters you sent me."

In fact, the apartment belongs to him; it's just that the key is currently in my possession, and I haven't had the chance to return it yet. I took the key out of my bag and handed it to him, saying, "Here you go, I'll go back by myself."

He sat beside me, casually loosened his bow tie, and said nonchalantly: "Yes."

He no longer has the qualifications to say that to me, does he? I furrowed my brows and asked, "Are you still the Shen Qinjun I once knew?"

That was specially designed to celebrate the engagement of Qin Mou and Shen Qinjun

Hello. I said hurriedly, "Do you know me?"

I cried out with a "Wow," struggling to sit up and hug his neck. "Please tell me, tell me right now, I dreamed of a little brother and a beautiful aunt. Then there were large amounts of blood... Please tell me, what happened to me?"

A person's studio apartment appears exquisite and compact, but when two people are present, it inevitably seems a bit cramped. Especially for the two of us, both hesitant to speak, in the small space that serves as both the living room and dining area, I found it somewhat unbearable to exchange glances. I took the initiative to stand up and said, "I will go boil some water"

I do not understand why, after all, I have had my own crushes, experienced breakdowns, and endured pain. However, there is nothing I can do about what she refuses to say. Moreover, what concerns me more at the moment is another matter.

There are not many people in the high-speed train carriage. Yesterday, I requested leave from the magazine office and booked round-trip tickets in one go

The rain grew heavier, falling in a fine drizzle that trickled down along my hair and cheeks. Finally, a vehicle arrived from the direction of Feihai, and I heard the staff using a megaphone to call out the names of the injured passengers.

I was momentarily taken aback and did not speak, but he assumed I was feeling guilty and said, "At the engagement banquet yesterday, Qin Miao and all the guests waited for two or three hours, but he never showed up. Did he go to look for you? Have you two been together all along?"

The cemetery is located to the south of the city, and at midnight, this piece of land is still in slumber, occasionally accompanied by the sound of a gentle breeze sweeping by, merely brushing away a faint layer of dust... I got out of the car, inside the low white walls... ? ... Are my father and mother both there?

As my father was driving, he turned back to glance at us, but at that very moment, I heard the piercing sound of brakes, the rubber leaving a horrifying mark on the asphalt, and my mother lunged to cover both Shen Qinjun and me

In the deep of night, the city appeared somewhat desolate, with only our car racing down the road. It was the first time he drove so fast. I slightly rolled down the window, squinting at the outside; the streetlights stretched endlessly, merging together like winding waves of light. The cool breeze stirred my senses, causing my nose to twitch involuntarily, as if there was a familiar scent of tobacco in the air.

I stood for a long time, until reason suppressed the sudden and inexplicable emotions. I hurriedly bent down to take one of the books, and did not look at him again, "I am going to sleep in the attic"

"It's nothing, it's my turn to use the bathroom." I awkwardly squeezed past him into the bathroom and slammed the door shut. His voice came from outside, reminding me, "Don't let the wound touch the water."

My neck and face feel warm and sticky

And that person quietly looked at me, as if they had been waiting for me for a long time

"Now the memories you have recovered are roughly those images, right?" He held my hand tightly, "So, this is everything, the things I kept from you."

Therefore, it does not matter that uncle and aunt are no longer here. He gently ruffled my hair and said, "I am still here, always here."

He still hasn't opened his eyes, "Hmm?"

I admit I was taken aback; it seems that things are not as they appear. After I had the car accident, Shen Qinjun, not knowing where he got the news, rushed over immediately... However, he said that the engagement has already been canceled

I stared at him intently, "So asking me to pretend to be your girlfriend is just an excuse."

"May I ask why you are not getting engaged?" When I finally asked this question, I felt that if I were to die one day, it would surely be due to my curiosity. Even in my current state, I still had the mood to meddle in others' affairs. "Is it really true that you are not getting engaged, fearing it might end up like last time?"

Indeed, my phone was constantly receiving text messages and calls from unfamiliar numbers, all of which addressed me as "Miss Bai" and inquired about matters related to "elopement".

Still lying in the cosmetic surgery room, I asked the doctor to change all the parts of my face that resembled Qin Miao; sometimes I would sit together with a little boy, he smiled at me, but because the light was behind him, I could not see what he looked like

I stubbornly stood still, his hand was very warm, but my nails dug into his palm as I asked word by word: "I have nightmares every day, dreaming of a little boy, is it you?"

I reissued my SIM card at the service center attached to the magazine. After inserting it into my phone, a flood of notifications poured in. I hurriedly checked, and almost all were messages reminding me of incoming calls. There were about twenty to thirty messages from Shen Qinjun, and upon checking the time, they were sent after the car accident yesterday. It seems my phone was damaged, and he must have tried to contact me but couldn't.

I was certain I saw a hint of confusion on his face, perhaps as he was searching for information related to Rongwei, but in the end, he apologetically said: "Most of our type of public institutions are funded by the government, and there are also contributions from enterprises, but they are all local businesses"

Are you out of your mind? I can hardly imagine that at the engagement banquet of Qin Miao, the male lead is late. If the media gets wind of this even slightly, it will surely cause a huge uproar.

Where exactly is this place

Of course, you are quite outstanding yourself. Perhaps sensing my embarrassment, he paused and said, "Roewe has had a lot of collaborative interactions with your business school, but I see that you hardly participate.

He was dressed in a complete set of high-end custom-made jet-black formal attire, even wearing a burgundy bow tie. His well-defined eyebrows relaxed suddenly upon seeing me; he was out of breath, completely out of place with everything around him. He just looked at me, then took a step forward, bending down in a rather uncomfortable manner to embrace me tightly.

After Uncle Su got married, you were born soon after. Your mother knew that I lost my parents at such a young age, and my grandfather was busy, so he helped take care of me and treated me as his own child. When you were four years old, Uncle and Aunt took us to the amusement park, but we had a car accident on the way, and they passed away before reaching the hospital

At that moment, when the large truck came crashing towards us, the aunt instinctively shielded us beneath her body. Her back was pierced by a steel plate, yet she still held us tightly in her embrace

Well, I would like to go out and see, but I don't have that much money. It would be more practical to start working earlier

Indeed, I was not yet aware of the changes and waves that had occurred in the outside world when I stepped out.

"... ... Please continue speaking." I said in a voice reminiscent of somnambulism.

A bizarre and fantastical series of dreams came to an end, and I woke up in a cold sweat. I saw the girl sitting next to me slightly open her mouth, looking at me with a somewhat surprised expression. Perhaps my sudden awakening had startled her. I quickly averted my gaze and, as a way to cover up, took a sip of water

The sound over there is like refreshing mint, instantly awakening me

Regrettably, my mind has gone completely blank

Suddenly, everything fell silent

I cannot help but curve the corners of my eyes, "Every day I sleep in a room facing south, only getting up when the sun shines on my face. As soon as I open my eyes, I can see the leaves of the sycamore tree outside. Then I leisurely head downstairs to the café for breakfast, and any random snapshot taken on the street can bring a surprise."

The warm water in my hand has completely cooled down, and I finally heard some noise at the door

When I was in university, I visited this area and told my classmates that it would be great if we could live here

Your father was a junior of my parents when they studied abroad, two years younger. After graduating, he returned to the country and became a senior engineer at Roewe. At that time, my parents had already encountered misfortune, and my grandfather was greatly affected. Roewe's heavy industry research and development was once at a standstill, nearly facing insolvency. It was Uncle Su who led the team to persevere and ultimately surpassed the competitors of that time, laying the foundation for the current Roewe.

He turned his head to glance at me and decisively said: "No."

Compared to the striking male nudes in magazines, the person before me is more vibrant, and the contours and shadows seem even more alluring. ... As if by reflex, I mentally 'undress' this man, then fill in various poses, imagining the effect of a black-and-white silent film ... until he awakens me with a half-smile, lazily asking: 'What are you thinking about?'

He suddenly raised his head, his gaze exceptionally bright, perhaps mixed with a hint of an intensity I could not comprehend. After a long silence, he finally replied to me: "It is also possible that the person does not dare to approach those they wish to understand"

It is akin to knowing someone; they may not necessarily recognize you. In that fleeting moment of eye contact, should one greet the other or not

His voice gradually lowered, as if recalling that tragic scene, and the usually calm tone trembled slightly

I stopped crying and instinctively wanted to let go of him to see his expression

I was stunned when I saw him open his eyes and quietly glance at me, as if I were the real problem that troubled him. After a moment, I finally realized that he must have come all this way to find me because he was feeling very sad about this matter. I looked at him with some regret and said softly, "Alright, I understand—when a person is feeling down, they always hope to find something else to channel their emotions into."

The attic was designed as a bedroom for the apartment, the mattress soft and cozy, I nestled inside, and through a row of hollow railings, I could see the entire living room on the first floor. Looking down through those gaps, Shen Qinjun also lay down, casually turning off the light, the dark space seemed to expand, resembling an endless deep sea, with only our breaths rising and falling.

At dusk, the vehicles weave through the elevated bridge, and one can clearly see a sun resembling a salted duck egg gradually sinking, leaving only an orange-yellow trail, shimmering amidst the blue-purple clouds

As for your matter, I truly did not expect them to act in such a manner. Perhaps they wish to gain some moral leverage. Shen Qinjun pressed his lips together, his gaze extremely indifferent

Due to my sobbing, my words came out in a fragmented and incoherent manner as I held him tightly, as if he were the last piece of driftwood.

No longer is Shen Qinjun the half-hearted and insincere person he once was

He opened his mouth and smiled, straightforwardly reaching out his hand to touch my hair, "Little girl, you do not understand"

His pair of deep, inky eyes, which were originally unfathomable, were stirred by my few words, seemingly shaken. After a long pause, as if he had made up his mind, he asked, "Bai Xi, do you believe me?"

Assistant Xiao Xie of Shen Qinjun

"So, do you want to do it again? As my girlfriend?" He looked at me with a faint gaze, a hint of mockery hidden in his eyes

Today's weather is not particularly good, the entire city is shrouded in fog, lacking the brightness and clarity of previous days. I gaze at the towering building not far away, knowing it is right there, merely a few hundred meters from me. However, after last night, our identities and relationships seem to have become even more ambiguous.

I will tell you everything I know," he said, still holding my hand tightly. "But before that, I want the doctor to give you an examination.

"What happened to me when I was a child, and where are my parents?" I saw him remain unresponsive, and I was so anxious that I felt like crying. "Please tell me, what exactly have I forgotten?"

"Did you ask your roommate to investigate the welfare institution?" He asked me in a calm tone, "With her coming back looking like this, aren't you afraid she will worry?"

I think he really rushed over in a hurry. With back-to-back work and a night without sleep, the shadows under his already deep-set eyes appeared even darker. I sighed, my expression softened a bit, "Can you... tell me?"

I couldn't help but give him a push and anxiously said, "What about your engagement banquet? Has it been postponed?"

He slowly reached out, embraced me, slightly lowered his head, his cheek pressed against mine, and softly said: "Did you dream of a car, with a little boy on your left side, and a young lady holding you?"

The car came to a gentle halt, seemingly slowing down. I closed my eyes heavily and did not hear his response

With tears in my eyes, I nodded and was led outside by him

"What examination?" I asked suspiciously, "There is nothing wrong with my body"

He unfastened his seatbelt and casually said, "There are still some matters I need to discuss with you"

He did not deny it and said generously: "When you came for the interview, I happened to run into you"

You say you can also feel sad ... ... I love you even more than you love me ... ...

Am I the only one who was left out

He turned to look at me reflexively, a person who is usually so composed, and a trace of panic unexpectedly flickered in his eyes

After the consultation, the doctor proposed a conservative approach, which is to completely immerse you in an unfamiliar environment, perhaps allowing for self-healing

Who am I, and why does Shen Qinjun pay such close attention to me both openly and secretly... Until these questions are resolved, I believe I will continue to have nightmares

He smiled silently and looked out the car window. The remaining journey would take about three to four hours. I did not speak again, and he was also preoccupied with his thoughts. The two of us surprisingly maintained a consistent silence until the city's neon lights began to flicker once more, as if they were waves of starlight igniting. Suddenly, I had a premonition that in this bustling city, as we were swept away once again, we would not know what kind of joys and sorrows would unfold, nor what kind of conclusion we would reach.

In the end, I felt somewhat embarrassed, having taken up so much of the other person's time. The staff, however, smiled and said, "It's alright, we have encountered many children who, after growing up, return here, holding onto a final glimmer of hope, wanting to see if they can find any information about their parents. We will help in any way we can."

"Grandfather, why can't dumplings be sweet?" I heard my own voice, "I want to eat sweet dumplings..."

This should be the eye of the storm, right? Although the garage security is tight, the lobby on the first floor must be filled with countless reporters waiting to catch the news. I sit in the car, unwilling to get out, feeling a bit apprehensive, "Why did you bring me here?"

I saw his long eyelashes slightly tremble, his voice calm, "Yes. From beginning to end, my issues with her have nothing to do with others"

I did not pursue the matter further, merely responding with a sound of acknowledgment, "We have known each other for a long time, yet remain strangers... This is simply because you are unwilling to take the effort to understand that person..."

"Mr. Shen, dinner has been arranged." Her gaze finally settled on my face, then she turned away with great professionalism, as if everything were normal

"I had someone tidy up a bit, so you can come back to stay this weekend." He reached out, giving my shoulder a comforting pat, his eyes glinting with a peculiar and profound meaning, "Bai Xi, Uncle and Aunt actually left you a lot of things."

Ah Jun, you cannot say that my younger sister is foolish

I opened my eyes to a sea of blood red

I stumbled out of bed and said softly, "Take me to see them"

In this moment, I seem to have stumbled upon a fleeting illusion—this is my home, a home that belongs to someone very important.

I did not understand what she meant, and while I was hesitating whether to reply, my phone rang; it was a call from Mai Zhendong

Mother's embrace is very warm, she turned her head and said to Shen Qinjun: "Ah Jun, would you like to play with Yan Yan together later?"

He smiled faintly. The car had long descended from the elevated bridge, and the road was quiet. The sycamore trees on both sides stood like soldiers, with tender buds just sprouting on their dense branches. Huashan Road can be considered the most secluded street in the city, lined with small Western-style buildings, red walls, and black tiles, with roses climbing over the low walls. Occasionally, one might encounter a few hidden cafes and interesting thrift shops. During my university days, I often came here with Xu Zhuo, always unable to resist the fantasy of how wonderful it would be to live here. Huashan Road can be considered the most secluded street in the city, lined with small Western-style buildings, red walls, and black tiles, with roses climbing over the low walls. Occasionally, one might encounter a few hidden cafes and interesting thrift shops. During my university days, I often came here with Xu Zhuo, always unable to resist the fantasy of how wonderful it would be to live here

I followed in his footsteps, his palm dry yet warm, gradually roasting my courage from deep within. He stopped at a certain point, and I steadied myself, seeing the standing tombstones.

You were not actually injured, yet you kept crying, and no matter who tried to comfort you, it was of no use. No one dared to tell you that your uncle and aunt were no longer here, but deep down, you knew everything. Eventually, you slowly stopped crying, but you became very strange; whenever you saw anything related to your uncle and aunt, or when you returned home, you would tremble all over, unable to sleep with your eyes wide open. The doctor said you had suffered a severe shock, and the psychological aftermath of the car accident was uncertain in duration. At that time, anything familiar to you was something you could not accept out of fear. The doctor suggested taking you to an unfamiliar place to relax, and your grandfather hired someone to take you to a nearby city. Perhaps it was because there were no familiar people or things there, you behaved normally throughout the journey, without any episodes or crying. Occasionally, the doctor would ask about your parents, and you would just shake your head, unable to say anything, but your symptoms had significantly alleviated.

It turns out there was a car accident

It was only when I bent down that I noticed there was no dust on the tombstone, and the cypress trees planted on both sides were neatly trimmed. I was momentarily stunned, and my hand remained there, not pulling back.

He did not agree, but only held me tighter, lifting me partially in the process. Until I stood in front of him, locking eyes with him, he tightened his grip on my hand: "Let's talk about it when we get back, okay?"

However, he did not mention a word until we entered the door

Shen Qinjun has already unlocked the door with the key. I peered through the gap, and the half-visible scene was exactly as I had imagined. His shadow stretched out at an angle, his expression concealed within it, and his voice was like a gentle spring breeze, "Welcome, home"

It is true ... ... it is true

"Do you have a headache?" Yet he stared at me nervously, as if I were a ticking time bomb, "Shall we talk again tomorrow?"

The pain spread from my forehead, and those nightmares crept back through this small gap. I saw that little boy, saw him sitting beside me, while I was gently embraced by a young woman. She kept smiling as she rested her chin on the top of my head, until... until the identical violent shaking occurred, that pain transcended time and overlapped with this moment

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at him, and he also slightly raised his head, gazing at the brilliant red heart, momentarily lost in thought

I am going to the company to hold a topic selection meeting

I recall the absurdities of the past few months, and it is truly difficult to bring them up; I can only smile and say, "Are you here on a business trip?"

The sound of disjointed music emerged, and I focused intently for a long time before realizing it was an old song titled "Quiet"

The signature is "A Jun"

He tucked the end of his tie behind the buttons of his slim gray shirt. The simple shirt and trousers made him appear fresh with neat hair, broad shoulders, and long legs. I stared at him in a daze as he quickly turned on the light, moved the chair away from the dining table, and looked back at me, asking, "Does it look more like home this way?"

I forced a smile at him, my left hand placed behind my back, tightly clenched into a fist, feeling an icy chill at my fingertips

He silently took it and flipped through it, rubbing his brow wearily. "This is between her and me; I apologize for involving you. I will do my best to handle it."

The car features smooth and aesthetically pleasing lines, yet the understated black exterior is adorned with gentle pink flowers. Although there are only two small clusters on the side mirrors, they have awakened my senses.

I still had half a wonton in my mouth and almost choked, but I saw Shen Qinjun lightly nod, seemingly unfazed by it.

I looked at him in extreme shock; these are matters I have been investigating privately. His unabashed revelation is a proof ... ? ... Is he going to confess everything to me?

This day was both shocking and frightening, and I was truly exhausted, soon drifting off into a daze and falling asleep

I feel a sense of melancholy. I know they have given me a lot, but if only... if only I could completely preserve all the memories, that would be even better. However, upon reflection, that seems rather extravagant. My nose feels a bit sour, and I softly say: "Of course, I am very happy"

The elevator ascended steadily, and amidst a slight sensation of weightlessness, I felt somewhat anxious, fearing an encounter with former colleagues. Until the elevator doors opened, I saw that familiar secretary, calmly gazing at me as if completely unperturbed.

The sea remains just as it was when I left, with a gentle breeze, tranquility, and the palm leaves swaying softly, making my heart feel tender. I walk along the clean streets of the small town, the sea breeze carrying a slightly salty scent, my gaze fixed on the little shop at the end of the street where I used to buy soda after school... Many people describe the locals here as walking at a leisurely pace; even if a hundred-yuan note were to fall in front of them, no one would rush to pick it up. It seems that by abandoning my parents, they have chosen a city that is quite suitable for living for me...

I had solemnly promised my grandfather, but... being as unreliable as I am, I still forgot. In a state of anxiety, I rushed to the hotel to retrieve my belongings and check out. While I was at the front desk handling the procedures, I suddenly saw a familiar figure who happened to be waiting to check out as well

"You go home first, I will explain to you when I return after the meeting. Do not answer any unknown calls," he said calmly. "Bai Xi, trust me, I will not hurt you."

I stared at him intently, which surprisingly made him notice me. When he looked up and saw me, he was momentarily taken aback, and his expression showed a hint of embarrassment.

"However, you have a bleeding wound on your temple," the young doctor said kindly. "Please get out of the car, and I will help you treat the injury."

Being the special assistant to Shen Qinjun signifies the next step towards rapid success, which is why this low-profile young man is recognized by most within the group

The coffee was generously added with milk and sugar, thick and rich, resembling chocolate even more. I finished it sip by sip, looking at him with some curiosity.

I was brushing my teeth in the bathroom, while mentally calculating the tasks I needed to accomplish. ... I remember there is a topic selection meeting today, and I also need to buy a phone and replace my SIM card. ... In recent days, various matters have been coming one after another, whether it is Bai Xi or Su Yan. ... In short, I stood there, responding wave after wave, overwhelmed by it all. Splashing cold water on my face, I looked at the blurry figure in the mirror and couldn't help but think that I was like someone on a giant carousel that keeps spinning. No matter how the world changes, as long as I am still working, I will still be firmly grasping that cold long pole, and I will still be that Bai Xi.

I truly find myself in a state of mixed emotions, thinking that I had performed exceptionally well in the interview, only to realize after all this time that there is such a formidable backing behind it.

Satisfied, I turned around and went downstairs, where I saw Shen Qinjun sitting on the sofa, slightly raising his head to look at me, arching his eyebrows with a smile, "How is it? Does it feel familiar?"

I sat down at the dining table, looking around excitedly, then ran upstairs. The wooden floor echoed with my footsteps, resembling a distant melody, both beautiful and melancholic

In a clean and transparent glass, two cups of warm water stand side by side at the same height, their surfaces calm, as if they were naturally meant to lean against each other.

He did not deceive me, my father and mother love me so much, yet I have forgotten them for so many years

He stopped, looking down at me from a height, and suddenly broke into a smile

I finally lifted my head, only to suddenly see a familiar figure

Ah? I indeed remember that recruitment for Roewe, after the group discussion screening, there was the final round of interviews. Do you know that I once applied for it?

Now I can truly let go of my hopes

I still have your transcript from four years, and your credit GPA is quite good. He said with a stern face, in a voice reminiscent of an elder, "I originally thought you would consider studying abroad."

I clearly saw him suddenly withdraw his smile and ask in a low voice: "Have you been in contact with Mai Zhendong today?"

"If you are tired, just take a nap." He felt somewhat embarrassed, "Don't always rely on cigarettes to stay alert."

"Dad, Mom..." The first time I called out these titles from my own lips, I only felt a lump in my throat, "I'm sorry, I have forgotten you... all these years."

After selecting many places, Grandfather ultimately decided to send you to the small coastal city of Shenghai, as he felt the environment there was very good. Upon your arrival, your condition improved day by day. The doctor stated that this was because you were young when you experienced the trauma; although the aftereffects were quite severe, you were able to change your identity and start anew immediately. These circumstances provided you with excellent conditions for self-recovery. Thus, gradually, you began to forget those events.

Where did you go? What does it mean to remain silent like this!

I am well. I repeated, "I want to listen."

I often come to visit my uncle and aunt. He gently patted my shoulder and said, "Having seen them tonight, shall we head back now?"

You don't have to be so kind to me. I was left speechless, even though my parents took care of you in the past, that was a long time ago

I sent a text message to the company requesting leave, and without waiting for a response, I turned off my phone and hurriedly took a taxi back to my single apartment

I was unaware that my face was already streaked with tears in the dream; I simply stared at him for a long time. His elegant nose was divided into two halves of fluctuating light and shadow by the lamp, and those deep-set eyes were intently gazing at me, filled with unreserved concern.

The little boy sat beside me, puffed up with anger, while my beautiful aunt, who was holding me, gently stroked my hair. I was just about to turn my head and smile at her when suddenly something soft and heavy struck me. My vision turned into large patches of red. I did not know what had happened, only that I could not catch my breath and my body was unable to move.

He sat beside Oh on the bed, took a deep breath, and said, "Your surname is Su, so your full name is Su Yan. The name Bai Xi was given to you by your grandfather when he sent you to the welfare home back then.

My resume was once eliminated by the HR department, and it was you who made them rehire me? I recall the demeanor and expressions of that senior HR representative when speaking with me, as well as the twists and turns of being accepted, and I can't help but smile wryly

A warm current slowly surges to the tip of the heart

"Have a cup of coffee," he pointed to the mug beside me, "I hope you can listen to what comes next with a clear mind"

"Where are you now?" Seeing that I did not respond, he pressed on, asking, "Have you returned?"

He led me to the other side of the road, and a driver came over to open the back door. He gestured for me to get in first. It was only at the moment I bent down to climb in that I sensed something was amiss

The moonlight is so bright and clear, it is the first time I have seen my relatives

I still haven't eaten the sweet dumplings, and the scene has changed ... ...

The assistant has sent me a message to confirm whether I will return for the meeting tomorrow

In summary, do not return to the company. I am currently occupied and cannot come out. I will find you shortly, so please find a place to hide.

Strangely, I feel that there has been a subtle change in our relationship. As soon as he opened his mouth, I found myself at a loss for words. After a long while, I finally heard his slightly anxious voice asking, "Are you okay?"

in a state of utter darkness

Board the vehicle one by one

One by one, I pushed open the doors, wondering which one belonged to my parents and which one was mine. On the terrace, did they also hold me in their arms, enjoying the coolness of the summer nights?

What is this? I wondered as I took it and opened it

I glanced at my watch, feeling as if struck by lightning, "Aren't you getting engaged today?"

He laughed even deeper, "That day they came to tell me that you had performed well in the interview, but suddenly gave up. I waited for more than half a day and couldn't see you, truly speechless."

I... my money? I am somewhat confused, "All of it?"

I was awakened, looked around, and found that the passengers on the bus had gradually disembarked, leaving me alone. Outside the window were numerous police cars and ambulances. I obediently stood up and said, "I am fine"

Indeed. I suddenly remembered that Old Mai said he would look for me later, so I hurried to turn on my phone. Just as I was about to press the power button, it was snatched away by him.

Since childhood, there have always been kind-hearted individuals supporting me... yet they have never revealed their identities. I originally thought that every child in the Shenghai Welfare Institute was like this...

It is clearly as cool as the night breeze, yet there remains a hint of warmth

The reason is simple; all my doubts have found answers here

After a moment of hesitation, he unexpectedly walked over to me and greeted, "Miss."

I still have many things I do not understand. I casually threw the newspaper I bought from the kiosk downstairs to him, asking, "How could the media know about this?"

The sobbing gradually turned into crying, and I found it hard to restrain myself as I crouched down, pressing my mouth tightly, as if afraid of making a sound. He stood beside me, still saying nothing, only bending down to hand me a handkerchief, and then slowly walked to the side

The sky was overcast, with not a ray of sunshine in sight. A fine drizzle fell continuously, leaving a sticky sensation on my face, and that damp, chilly feeling lingered. I sat in the ambulance wrapped in a blanket while a nurse was applying a bandage. Upon seeing the scar on my forehead, she remarked, "Oh, you have a scar on your forehead?"

At this moment, I dare not think of anything, staring blankly at the beige wall, only hoping that he will finish this matter quickly

I stood in the living room, somewhat incredulously repeating it again

The room is adorned with dark wooden flooring, the living room is spacious, and a cream-colored lace scarf is draped over the leather sofa. The deep green sheer curtains are half-open, and the evening breeze lifts a corner of the scarf, creating an incredibly gentle atmosphere. However, the chairs have been moved and placed on the dining table, subtly indicating that this place has been uninhabited for a long time

As I walked, I turned back to glance, watching the gravestone grow smaller and smaller, yet I found myself unable to articulate the feelings of my heart.

The money in the passbook represents the savings accumulated over these years. The amount appears to be considerable, but as you know, money is stagnant here; it needs to be put to work in order to appreciate in value. However, without your consent, I have not assisted you in making any investments. " He said with a hint of a smile, "Now, you can make your own decisions. Moreover, from this moment on, you are also one of the important shareholders of Rongwei.

Who am I

But he held me tightly, not allowing me to leave, "Then, did you see a lot and a lot of blood?"

How could he also be here

I shot him a glance and said, "I will never be that foolish again"

Yet it is amidst such chaos that I hear my own voice, trembling uncontrollably, "Is it you? Brother, is it you?"

"He is not here." I explained with some difficulty, "I did not elope with him, and his cancellation of the engagement with Qin Miao has nothing to do with me, really."

However, every word and sentence that Shen Qinjun spoke to me found its exact coordinates on this blank piece of paper

I absolutely do not want that; she cries when she loses

On the way back, I saw him repeatedly dismissing the vibrating phone calls, and finally, perhaps out of impatience, he simply turned off his phone

I kept my head down, perhaps because the sound of the wind grew louder, and I did not hear my name

Bai Xi, your father was a senior engineer at Roewe Heavy Industries, and at that time the company granted him 8% of the original shares. He quietly told me, "After the accident, the shares naturally transferred to your name. I apologize for only informing you now.

The car drove back directly to the underground parking garage of Roewe

I turned over and sat up, silently extending my hand to firmly pinch my own cheek without mercy— the sensation of the flesh was direct and painful. I grimaced and released my grip, murmuring: "Is it really not a dream?"

I am not embarrassed, I am just at a loss.

As I took it over, there was a profound and heavy scent of grass, wood, and earth on the cloth. Amidst my sobs, I slowly drew out every bit of oxygen from my brain, leaving behind a vast expanse of emptiness

I stared at him in a daze

I held my breath, gazing at the blank wallpaper ahead, feeling an emptiness within, and nodded.

He squinted his eyes, looking at me half-truthfully, with a silent smile, "Actually, during that time, I also found it quite difficult. If you really decide to go abroad, I will probably have to find a way to discuss a scholarship plan with your department."

It should be a press release issued by Qin Miao's public relations team. He averted his gaze and slowly said, "The cancellation of the engagement was too sudden, and she invited too many people from the industry. I did not give us enough time to digest this... Moreover, yesterday's events were indeed unexpected, and I was in a hurry..." He glanced at me somewhat awkwardly and said lightly, "In any case, I do have my shortcomings, and they placed the pressure on me, which I can understand."

I just don't know how you have been..." His handsome face suddenly appeared a bit awkward, "But if I suddenly show up beside you, I fear you might doubt...

I do not want to part ways at all, so why must I cover it up with a smile...

"Since you came, I often go to your school. Classmate, haven't you noticed?" Shen Qinjun said with a hint of a smile at the corner of his lips, "I even went to the recruitment event for you."

I directly saw the last line of numbers and instinctively began to count how many digits there were in total, and finally... After taking another glance at the name on the passbook, I couldn't help but sneeze

"What are you doing here?" I felt as if I had been struck by lightning, "Is it still possible to go back now?"

Perhaps sensing my momentary hesitation, he walked around the car, stood in front of me, and said in a gentle, low voice, "Let us go together"

He was momentarily taken aback, probably wanting to lose his temper, but he still managed to hold it in and stood up while dragging my hand.

He gazed at me intently, without the slightest hesitation, "Alright."

I understand

It was merely a collision between the two vehicles in front. In an attempt to avoid those two cars, the driver swerved the steering wheel, causing the bus to crash into the median. The two small cars in front were emitting thick smoke, while the interior of the bus was in disarray, with luggage scattered everywhere and groans echoing throughout.

The signature is Li Xin, and the few lines of text are filled with numerous exclamation marks, which are startling to behold.

This brotherly embrace finally calmed me down completely. On the way back by car, I surprisingly felt a sense of fatigue as if I had experienced life and death. Leaning against the back of the seat, I recalled the hint of crimson in the cemetery, and abruptly turned my head, "Could you give me a cigarette?"

I nodded as if I had been bewitched

If I say that I am no longer engaged, would you be willing to calm down and show a bit of sympathy?

After hanging up the phone, I still felt somewhat bewildered, always thinking that what he said did not seem true. However, reality does not allow me to speculate recklessly. I opened the unread morning news text message, and the first item in the entertainment section was startling: "Fiancé suspected of eloping with another person, Qin Mou's dream of marrying into a wealthy family shattered"

I sat rigidly, that scene flashing repeatedly in my mind. I was wondering who that boy was, and who that young woman was. I sat in your place, yet why does the view outside appear blood red

My head struck heavily against the back of the front seat, precisely at the location of that plastic armrest

He leaned over to help me fasten the seatbelt, saying, "There's no time."

What are you doing

"Do not return to the company!" he said sternly, "Several reporters already know your identity. Is Shen Qinjun by your side?"